Exchange

I think I wanted this life

Frantically outsourcing my heart 

For death due us part

I was mostly a secret

But I was mind blowing in darkness

The pictures of fantasies 

Tantalizing my heart

Love was curable 

But driven by the wrong thing

The emptiness inspired me 

To do wild and crazy things

My soul was anchored in lullaby’s unsaid 

While other parts relinquished to J holidays Bed 

The secret admire I couldn’t hold 

My life filled with my anguish 

But my body was bold 

It kept every mans ego warm 

While I infinitely declared 

My bodies your anchor do whatever you please 

As long as your with me I do anything even it means being on my knees 

Now I digress into an abyss of lies 

My worth now entangled in falsehood of surprise 

The more I desired was no longer to be found 

I was creeping and sleeping while love was abound

Anything you can do I can make wetter 

My laughs sent through text as an illusive cry 

But he couldn’t see the deception of my heart 

Did he not see me? 

Was I a failure in bed? 

Nah gurl you trippin 

You did everything he said 

So why am I still empty in my chain of love 

You were exchanging bodies and was sitting up above.